Happy anniversary dear......
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Third Anniversary
It's been 3 years since we are together.... Sweet and happy....
Happy anniversary dear......
Happy anniversary dear......
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Random Updates 1
It's been almost 2 months since I started working. It's not a big challenge for me to cope with the working environment as i was there for 7 month previously. Just now the expectation from them are much higher now but so far still doing good there.
Today is my day never caught any jam since started working, i should be very happy energetic but it's like the other way round. I feel dam tired after reach home and no mood to do any other stuff although i need to study as I had register for the CFA which cause around 3500.. I just feel like dont want to do anything today besides watch TV, listen to music and online.. Just I tell myself, rest is just for me to walk longer... haha.. hope this really work, I need to start my study engine again soon.. The time from the exam getting nearer now.. Haha..
Currently, I work just really because for the sake of money, i just really dont know how long I can live with this, the money is less and working hour is long.. Really hope the time can move faster so that I can get the amount that I wanted now.. I also hope that I can get some job satisfaction by doing some great stuff.. I believe I can, i am someone that always can impress others 1..
Hope the day for me to feel comfortable with my life can reach soon.. I wish to earn enough as soon as possible.. I didn't hope too much but at least no need to live like every month finish, sometime not even enough...
But I tell myself the day will be very soon cause I can do it. Be confident and work smart, I can get it done soon.
Today is my day never caught any jam since started working, i should be very happy energetic but it's like the other way round. I feel dam tired after reach home and no mood to do any other stuff although i need to study as I had register for the CFA which cause around 3500.. I just feel like dont want to do anything today besides watch TV, listen to music and online.. Just I tell myself, rest is just for me to walk longer... haha.. hope this really work, I need to start my study engine again soon.. The time from the exam getting nearer now.. Haha..
Currently, I work just really because for the sake of money, i just really dont know how long I can live with this, the money is less and working hour is long.. Really hope the time can move faster so that I can get the amount that I wanted now.. I also hope that I can get some job satisfaction by doing some great stuff.. I believe I can, i am someone that always can impress others 1..
Hope the day for me to feel comfortable with my life can reach soon.. I wish to earn enough as soon as possible.. I didn't hope too much but at least no need to live like every month finish, sometime not even enough...
But I tell myself the day will be very soon cause I can do it. Be confident and work smart, I can get it done soon.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Finally - I got a Job
It was so long I didn't post something up here...
I am not busy at all, just that I have no mood at all for the pass 2 month. Everyday look into the the job website to search for job... Day by day, i had attended 13 interview and no 1 appreciate my talent....
Maybe I cant give up the actuarial works that I wanted to do since form 5... But finally because no company that wanna me to do that, I choose to give up, choose to go some place that people think that I am suitable for it.. I am sure that I can excel in this place...
The decision had been, so there will no regret for that. What I will do next is really excel in the job that I have now and to be excel in my future career and life.
Good luck to everyone that is still looking for job.. You are not without ability, just that you are lack of luck and opportunity, the time for you to get what you will be soon.
"If you cant get what you want now, the better is waiting for you next."
I am not busy at all, just that I have no mood at all for the pass 2 month. Everyday look into the the job website to search for job... Day by day, i had attended 13 interview and no 1 appreciate my talent....
Maybe I cant give up the actuarial works that I wanted to do since form 5... But finally because no company that wanna me to do that, I choose to give up, choose to go some place that people think that I am suitable for it.. I am sure that I can excel in this place...
The decision had been, so there will no regret for that. What I will do next is really excel in the job that I have now and to be excel in my future career and life.
Good luck to everyone that is still looking for job.. You are not without ability, just that you are lack of luck and opportunity, the time for you to get what you will be soon.
"If you cant get what you want now, the better is waiting for you next."
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
4 Years - Part 2
One of the greatest moment being stay in 8th college was I able to join in the community especially the Chinese Community (CC). I am very active in almost every single activity of CC, from convocation, SJ night,Mooncake Festival, Winter Festival, Reunion Dinner, and Ang Pau Festival. I am taking part all of the activity and become the committee member for most of it. One the most successful event would be Ang Pau Festival, it was never been done in UM since many year ago and we the 8th college CC is the first one who did it. From nothing and preparation of less than a month, we successfully organise a well done cultural performance night. It was so great and friendship had also develop through this project.
I was also becoming the PM for my second year, I think I am one of the most special PM because i didn't join most of the training and meeting. But the whole process is fun, I get to make friends with the people from all races. I enjoy especially during the orientation week but the worst part is only 30 chinese junior while there is 15 chinese PM, what a sad time.
During the semester break of my first year, I was attached to my scholarship sponsor company for one month internship. From there I got another 30 new friends (of course my girl friend is one of them). They are all brilliant people but yet playful enough. We had different kind of activity throughout the one month. Although the time is short but the relationship we had build is strong enough. We are still very very good friend till today. From time to time we still meeting up each other for updates, gathering. This group of friends is really awesome.
That is it my first year. New environment and with tons of new and exciting time.
My second year begin with busy and yet exciting. After becoming PM, a lot of work to be done, I choose to become the floor representative rather to hold a project. Almost every single college activities you need to attend because u need to be good role model according to the management. Some more I was chosen to become the Chinese Community treasurer, and also join the Pesta Tanglung on that year. But every moment is precious and I love them a lot.
The first time in my life, i got to know how an election is run, although it's just an University level election, it was a lot of work need to be done. I think it is comparable to general election, it is just a smaller scale. And i would say if you do not like politics don't ever step a leg inside there, it would make you scary.
The CC activity goes on even we only left with 20+ juniors so the MT burden is much heavier now.. But I really enjoy the relationship build among the 6 MTs. We always got quarrel, but we can eventually come to an agreement and solve everything at last.
Second year was a great year, the first time I know who exactly is my coursemate and the first time we had our gathering on the first semester. It was great and our bonding had start from that day though it's still very loose.
Besides that, at the end of the first semester, it was one of my most happiest time in my life because I finally fall in love and she is my first and most probably the last (unless she don't want me) soul partner in my life. Everything goes on well till today. A lot of challenges we had face together and I would say that the relationship can maintain very well.
Well that pretty much about my second year, CC activities, part time job, girl friend is the main matter during 2nd year.
I was also becoming the PM for my second year, I think I am one of the most special PM because i didn't join most of the training and meeting. But the whole process is fun, I get to make friends with the people from all races. I enjoy especially during the orientation week but the worst part is only 30 chinese junior while there is 15 chinese PM, what a sad time.
During the semester break of my first year, I was attached to my scholarship sponsor company for one month internship. From there I got another 30 new friends (of course my girl friend is one of them). They are all brilliant people but yet playful enough. We had different kind of activity throughout the one month. Although the time is short but the relationship we had build is strong enough. We are still very very good friend till today. From time to time we still meeting up each other for updates, gathering. This group of friends is really awesome.
That is it my first year. New environment and with tons of new and exciting time.
My second year begin with busy and yet exciting. After becoming PM, a lot of work to be done, I choose to become the floor representative rather to hold a project. Almost every single college activities you need to attend because u need to be good role model according to the management. Some more I was chosen to become the Chinese Community treasurer, and also join the Pesta Tanglung on that year. But every moment is precious and I love them a lot.
The first time in my life, i got to know how an election is run, although it's just an University level election, it was a lot of work need to be done. I think it is comparable to general election, it is just a smaller scale. And i would say if you do not like politics don't ever step a leg inside there, it would make you scary.
The CC activity goes on even we only left with 20+ juniors so the MT burden is much heavier now.. But I really enjoy the relationship build among the 6 MTs. We always got quarrel, but we can eventually come to an agreement and solve everything at last.
Second year was a great year, the first time I know who exactly is my coursemate and the first time we had our gathering on the first semester. It was great and our bonding had start from that day though it's still very loose.
Besides that, at the end of the first semester, it was one of my most happiest time in my life because I finally fall in love and she is my first and most probably the last (unless she don't want me) soul partner in my life. Everything goes on well till today. A lot of challenges we had face together and I would say that the relationship can maintain very well.
Well that pretty much about my second year, CC activities, part time job, girl friend is the main matter during 2nd year.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
4 Years - Part 1
Without getting notice, my 4 years life as an undergraduate student had come to the end. Although there is not much achievement throughout the 4 year but the life is really exciting.. I do learn a lot of new stuff, create a lot of new friendship from college mate, course mate, activity mate, scholarship siblings, part time friends, etc etc..
Still remember the first day I come from my hometown to UM, my parents fetch me all the way from Ipoh to here around 4am as we really have no idea how to get here.. Luckily, one of my father friend was so kind that bring us from Kota Damansara tol to UM. We so noob that day, he ask us go into the Damansara tol and we donno how to differentiate Damansara and Kota Damansara tol.. Haha.. We had cause this use about an hour to look for us.. But really feel thanks to him and my parents.
When I got into there, my parents were helping me cleaning up my room and first time in my life leave home to become an independent person and first time I got roommate and he is a Malay.. But not bad la, he is a PM and quite nice lo.. I enjoy the orientation week maybe I like all the cheers and I had become one of the associate cheer leader.. So i was really having fun although it's tiring.
After the orientation week, studies finally begin and remember the day that I have to walk all the way from 8th college to Science Fac.. It was really a long journey but quite fun also cause walking along with a lot of friend. But, very soon the walking life come to the end cause one of best form Ipoh, Shum had bring his car to the campus and so lucky we are from the same hostel and we had register almost the same course for the 1st year.. So he had become my driver for 1 year plus, thanks Shum.
Very soon, i was selected by few PM to join their project with offering me some good position, i feel quite happy for that as I wish to join some activity as well but actually It was as fun as I think because the process is totally different form what I experience during secondary school because you are not just dealing with the same races but it really make me know better on how to deal with different people.
Many very first project in UM was the convocation for seniors which organise by Chinese Community, I was elected to be the head of the activity, thanks Shenyang for promoting me that time... Really had a great one, feel very touch when I see all the senior were happy with our preparation. Really hope will have the chance to be the senior where juniors come to celebrate our convocation. I join almost every CC activity because I really love the environment being part of them and finally I become the treasurer for CC during my 2nd year.
First time I work part time in KL is during my 1st semester break. It was a job recommended by my ex-boss from Ipoh. The job itself is nothing much but the 1 month life here really teach me a lot. It let me know how great if you stay at home under the shield of your parents. The first time in my life have to worry how can I get to my working place, how to get my meal, everything is need to be arrange by myself. I stay in Puchong for that 1 month with my boss's brother but every morning I had wake up very early so I that I can catch out the bus, scare it will rain. After finish work, have walk a long distance to go back, weekend had to walk out very far to get my meal. It was really challenging, but it really make me tough and make me grow.
My first time to get my passport and my first time go oversea to Shanghai. Really feel glad that I had such a wonderful trip with all the college mate.
Still remember the first day I come from my hometown to UM, my parents fetch me all the way from Ipoh to here around 4am as we really have no idea how to get here.. Luckily, one of my father friend was so kind that bring us from Kota Damansara tol to UM. We so noob that day, he ask us go into the Damansara tol and we donno how to differentiate Damansara and Kota Damansara tol.. Haha.. We had cause this use about an hour to look for us.. But really feel thanks to him and my parents.
When I got into there, my parents were helping me cleaning up my room and first time in my life leave home to become an independent person and first time I got roommate and he is a Malay.. But not bad la, he is a PM and quite nice lo.. I enjoy the orientation week maybe I like all the cheers and I had become one of the associate cheer leader.. So i was really having fun although it's tiring.
After the orientation week, studies finally begin and remember the day that I have to walk all the way from 8th college to Science Fac.. It was really a long journey but quite fun also cause walking along with a lot of friend. But, very soon the walking life come to the end cause one of best form Ipoh, Shum had bring his car to the campus and so lucky we are from the same hostel and we had register almost the same course for the 1st year.. So he had become my driver for 1 year plus, thanks Shum.
Very soon, i was selected by few PM to join their project with offering me some good position, i feel quite happy for that as I wish to join some activity as well but actually It was as fun as I think because the process is totally different form what I experience during secondary school because you are not just dealing with the same races but it really make me know better on how to deal with different people.
Many very first project in UM was the convocation for seniors which organise by Chinese Community, I was elected to be the head of the activity, thanks Shenyang for promoting me that time... Really had a great one, feel very touch when I see all the senior were happy with our preparation. Really hope will have the chance to be the senior where juniors come to celebrate our convocation. I join almost every CC activity because I really love the environment being part of them and finally I become the treasurer for CC during my 2nd year.
First time I work part time in KL is during my 1st semester break. It was a job recommended by my ex-boss from Ipoh. The job itself is nothing much but the 1 month life here really teach me a lot. It let me know how great if you stay at home under the shield of your parents. The first time in my life have to worry how can I get to my working place, how to get my meal, everything is need to be arrange by myself. I stay in Puchong for that 1 month with my boss's brother but every morning I had wake up very early so I that I can catch out the bus, scare it will rain. After finish work, have walk a long distance to go back, weekend had to walk out very far to get my meal. It was really challenging, but it really make me tough and make me grow.
My first time to get my passport and my first time go oversea to Shanghai. Really feel glad that I had such a wonderful trip with all the college mate.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Last Lecture
Last Lecture
Time flies.. Tomorrow will be my last class of my Uni Life. Always thinking whether I want to skip or not tomorrow but when I think that tomorrow is my last class, I really hope that I still can stay in Uni.
There is a lot of burden I need to carry but many times I convince myself that u r still in Uni, dun think too much first. But I had no more chance to use this excuse. Feeling very heavy to leave.
I ve been in UM for 4 years, the memory of my 1st day in UM still inside my head which so fresh but I'll had my last class within 24 hours. No more excuse but had to face the real world.
I get to know many many new friends in UM, college mate, course mate, colleague, etc, etc. Feel happy bout that but a lot of them had lost contact.
Feel happy and no regret for this 4 year. Almost achieved everything that I wanted from UM. I must be tough now to face to coming near future...
Good luck Neo
Time flies.. Tomorrow will be my last class of my Uni Life. Always thinking whether I want to skip or not tomorrow but when I think that tomorrow is my last class, I really hope that I still can stay in Uni.
There is a lot of burden I need to carry but many times I convince myself that u r still in Uni, dun think too much first. But I had no more chance to use this excuse. Feeling very heavy to leave.
I ve been in UM for 4 years, the memory of my 1st day in UM still inside my head which so fresh but I'll had my last class within 24 hours. No more excuse but had to face the real world.
I get to know many many new friends in UM, college mate, course mate, colleague, etc, etc. Feel happy bout that but a lot of them had lost contact.
Feel happy and no regret for this 4 year. Almost achieved everything that I wanted from UM. I must be tough now to face to coming near future...
Good luck Neo
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Wrong Information
1 more day is the presentation already but why the allocation of mark, time, the assessment way change everyday.
I am always the one who pass the information. Really feel bad when I know I had given so many wrong information. I fool by the lecturer and I fool the coursemate.
It was not nice or it was rather very terrible.. Sorry Guys.
I am always the one who pass the information. Really feel bad when I know I had given so many wrong information. I fool by the lecturer and I fool the coursemate.
It was not nice or it was rather very terrible.. Sorry Guys.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Power Point Presentation
The presentation week finally is here, everyone of my coursemate sure is rushing for it. I am one those. I am the one who taking care of the slide. I had spend about 3 day for the slide already but still haven finish la..
It was tiring.. But i quite satisfy with it although, i really lack of any idea on improving it ad.. Hopefully my group mate will like it and not much changes is needed.
To do a good presentation is really not easy, u need to be creative on designing, u need to be good in summarising, everything ve to be neat and tidy. This is extremely hard for some person like me, totally no talent in art. But after putting in effort, the product is out. But its still pending with comment.
Good luck to everyone who is rushing for project lo..
p/s: write this because too bored on doing slide ad..
It was tiring.. But i quite satisfy with it although, i really lack of any idea on improving it ad.. Hopefully my group mate will like it and not much changes is needed.
To do a good presentation is really not easy, u need to be creative on designing, u need to be good in summarising, everything ve to be neat and tidy. This is extremely hard for some person like me, totally no talent in art. But after putting in effort, the product is out. But its still pending with comment.
Good luck to everyone who is rushing for project lo..
p/s: write this because too bored on doing slide ad..
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Lack of Passion on Study
This is final semester of my University Life.. I really wanted to graduate with first class but don't know why suddenly lose out my interest on study. I didn't feel scared even the exam is tomorrow. Really cant figure out a strong reason on it.
Wanted to be a qualify actuary as soon as possible.. But don't have the passion to study.. How i going to succeed? Really confusing.. Really no mood to take the exam. Damm terrible feel. Haih...
How to regain energy? Only 4 weeks left.. How? I must make myself tough so that I can pass my UM final exam very well to get 1st class honour..
I must make sure myself can continue study after I finish my degree.. I must be tough.. Tough Tough Tough!!!
Wanted to be a qualify actuary as soon as possible.. But don't have the passion to study.. How i going to succeed? Really confusing.. Really no mood to take the exam. Damm terrible feel. Haih...
How to regain energy? Only 4 weeks left.. How? I must make myself tough so that I can pass my UM final exam very well to get 1st class honour..
I must make sure myself can continue study after I finish my degree.. I must be tough.. Tough Tough Tough!!!
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Random post
It was so long ago since my last post. When i revisit my blog today, i just feel it was so old ad. No energy at all. Will try update more often.
Am I really that busy until I didn't have time to write a short post to update myself?
I really don't know what I have done for this 2 months. What I know is I had spent quite a lot of time with my coursemate, with my dear and nothing much yet. Nothing on study, nothing on my investment. Feel very empty.
I know what I should do but I don't how to priotise my time. I always focus on a lot of urgent but not important stuff. I really need a better time management. I have to improve on it.
What are the best thing I have achieve in this 2 months is I able to finish reading 4 books. 1st time in my life to read so many books (besides comics and school books).
A great achievement for myself, so I would keep doing this to further improve on my knowledge.
Am I really that busy until I didn't have time to write a short post to update myself?
I really don't know what I have done for this 2 months. What I know is I had spent quite a lot of time with my coursemate, with my dear and nothing much yet. Nothing on study, nothing on my investment. Feel very empty.
I know what I should do but I don't how to priotise my time. I always focus on a lot of urgent but not important stuff. I really need a better time management. I have to improve on it.
What are the best thing I have achieve in this 2 months is I able to finish reading 4 books. 1st time in my life to read so many books (besides comics and school books).
A great achievement for myself, so I would keep doing this to further improve on my knowledge.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Pass week feeling
It's already 10 days after the result of MLC out.. I didn't feel sad anymore but still as lazy as usual.. Didn't study at all... Donno how to priotise stuff.. The mind only fill with different kind of taught but no action.. That's what i have done for the pass week.. Hahahaha.. Haih..........................
I know it was wasting time but i don't know how to take action. Laziness is the main point here i think.. Or maybe pressure is not here yet.. 3 hours later will go out with coursemate again, it's uncountable outing for this semester already.. I really feel like want to join as much as i can because i know that this will be the last chance for me to enjoy this kind of lifestyle.. A big big challenge is waiting me right after 4 months.
A really brand new thing that is approaching soon.. Start to feel scare though exciting.. Finally, i can start earning money without too much concern on study.. Nothing much can pull me back to excel in my life.
I don't know what going to be next, i just know that i must be tough and brave.
In the middle of this, there's a lot of idea is playing in mind.. I have planned for few CNY gathering, although i know i cant really afford to pay so much but donno y i still do it.. Haha.. Really funny ho?
Graduation dinner, also in planning, another RM100, big amount again.. Scary.. But i really want to have some good memory before graduate because the coursemate of mine are really awesome.. They add in a lot of colour to my student life.. Appreciate so much.. So will try my best to get this done to have a nice ending of student life and new beginning to our future friendship..
Enjoy the every last moment to become a student and prepare for the worst to face the future and pray for the best what going to be..
I know it was wasting time but i don't know how to take action. Laziness is the main point here i think.. Or maybe pressure is not here yet.. 3 hours later will go out with coursemate again, it's uncountable outing for this semester already.. I really feel like want to join as much as i can because i know that this will be the last chance for me to enjoy this kind of lifestyle.. A big big challenge is waiting me right after 4 months.
A really brand new thing that is approaching soon.. Start to feel scare though exciting.. Finally, i can start earning money without too much concern on study.. Nothing much can pull me back to excel in my life.
I don't know what going to be next, i just know that i must be tough and brave.
In the middle of this, there's a lot of idea is playing in mind.. I have planned for few CNY gathering, although i know i cant really afford to pay so much but donno y i still do it.. Haha.. Really funny ho?
Graduation dinner, also in planning, another RM100, big amount again.. Scary.. But i really want to have some good memory before graduate because the coursemate of mine are really awesome.. They add in a lot of colour to my student life.. Appreciate so much.. So will try my best to get this done to have a nice ending of student life and new beginning to our future friendship..
Enjoy the every last moment to become a student and prepare for the worst to face the future and pray for the best what going to be..
Friday, January 8, 2010
The day I fail MLC
I really never taught that i cant pass MLC, i really never taught that i'll fail.
I work so hard for about 1 and half months, i ignore my dear, i ignore my housemate, i ignore my coursemate, i almost dun care about everthing beside studying.. I just want to do good.. but why i fail? I really donno y...
But it make me really rethink should i go into this line of working.. Should I? I dun know? This is my second time fail the exam.. MFE, the first time, i cant blame anything because i really didn't prepare well... But why? Why i did my best i still fail?
Am i suitable to be an actuary? It's time for me to think... To really think of what i should do when i graduate.. Have to really think and think and think... Good luck, Neo..
Maybe this is good.. Donno.. But it give me chance to think...
I work so hard for about 1 and half months, i ignore my dear, i ignore my housemate, i ignore my coursemate, i almost dun care about everthing beside studying.. I just want to do good.. but why i fail? I really donno y...
But it make me really rethink should i go into this line of working.. Should I? I dun know? This is my second time fail the exam.. MFE, the first time, i cant blame anything because i really didn't prepare well... But why? Why i did my best i still fail?
Am i suitable to be an actuary? It's time for me to think... To really think of what i should do when i graduate.. Have to really think and think and think... Good luck, Neo..
Maybe this is good.. Donno.. But it give me chance to think...
Monday, January 4, 2010
Morning Exersice
5th day of the year... What i had done so far, i think i have done nothing, besides lepaking and watching TVB series.. I can't think of anything that is useful...
But what make me glad is i manage to wake 2 consecutive day in the morning to do some exercise.. Wake up at 6.20 is really tough, but after half an hour of jog and walk it really make me feel happy and energetic..
I'll try my best to continue this habit since i have spent money for a new sport shoes (but i think this is not my main reason, i know i'm slightly obese now, so have to do some sport to maintain healthy). I'll try to keep up this habit at least until i graduate because this is the time that i still able to control my time...
Exercise, exercise, exercise... Yeah!!!
But what make me glad is i manage to wake 2 consecutive day in the morning to do some exercise.. Wake up at 6.20 is really tough, but after half an hour of jog and walk it really make me feel happy and energetic..
I'll try my best to continue this habit since i have spent money for a new sport shoes (but i think this is not my main reason, i know i'm slightly obese now, so have to do some sport to maintain healthy). I'll try to keep up this habit at least until i graduate because this is the time that i still able to control my time...
Exercise, exercise, exercise... Yeah!!!
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