Wasting Time

Today was one of those day that i can reach home early and nothing much to do and should take this opportunity to study.. But i just waste the whole night for nothing special..

I know i shouldn't be like this but really dam lazy.. Need motivation...

Need to settle the confusion i have now..

Please give me a clear answer soon... Please.. I don't want to guess and think anymore.. Please finalise....

Again In a Big Junction of Life

Never realised that i had working for about 8 months since I graduated. The time was flying, cant even remember what exactly I have done for this pass 8 months. But I am now again in a big junction. Need to make a move again.

Everything that happen are out of my mind, out of my plans. Had decided to work at least 3 years for this company I am at, but the sudden change in management had change my mind, I have to leave, i dun see any my future there.. But where to? Really no idea..

There is a great opportunity in front of me, i guess I had spoil it.. The opportunity was so close, but unluckily I had meet a bad guy that totally spoil it, it make it so complicated. Hopefully the damage control that I had taken works out.

I am not greedy, I just want to claim what I think I worth for. Hope, hope and hope. Hope everything will go fine. Wish the road that I have choose is correct.

Third Anniversary

It's been 3 years since we are together.... Sweet and happy....

Happy anniversary dear......

Random Updates 1

It's been almost 2 months since I started working. It's not a big challenge for me to cope with the working environment as i was there for 7 month previously. Just now the expectation from them are much higher now but so far still doing good there.

Today is my day never caught any jam since started working, i should be very happy energetic but it's like the other way round. I feel dam tired after reach home and no mood to do any other stuff although i need to study as I had register for the CFA which cause around 3500.. I just feel like dont want to do anything today besides watch TV, listen to music and online.. Just I tell myself, rest is just for me to walk longer... haha.. hope this really work, I need to start my study engine again soon.. The time from the exam getting nearer now.. Haha..

Currently, I work just really because for the sake of money, i just really dont know how long I can live with this, the money is less and working hour is long.. Really hope the time can move faster so that I can get the amount that I wanted now.. I also hope that I can get some job satisfaction by doing some great stuff.. I believe I can, i am someone that always can impress others 1..

Hope the day for me to feel comfortable with my life can reach soon.. I wish to earn enough as soon as possible.. I didn't hope too much but at least no need to live like every month finish, sometime not even enough...

But I tell myself the day will be very soon cause I can do it. Be confident and work smart, I can get it done soon.