Pass week feeling

It's already 10 days after the result of MLC out.. I didn't feel sad anymore but still as lazy as usual.. Didn't study at all... Donno how to priotise stuff.. The mind only fill with different kind of taught but no action.. That's what i have done for the pass week.. Hahahaha.. Haih..........................

I know it was wasting time but i don't know how to take action. Laziness is the main point here i think.. Or maybe pressure is not here yet.. 3 hours later will go out with coursemate again, it's uncountable outing for this semester already.. I really feel like want to join as much as i can because i know that this will be the last chance for me to enjoy this kind of lifestyle.. A big big challenge is waiting me right after 4 months.

A really brand new thing that is approaching soon.. Start to feel scare though exciting.. Finally, i can start earning money without too much concern on study.. Nothing much can pull me back to excel in my life.

I don't know what going to be next, i just know that i must be tough and brave.

In the middle of this, there's a lot of idea is playing in mind.. I have planned for few CNY gathering, although i know i cant really afford to pay so much but donno y i still do it.. Haha.. Really funny ho?

Graduation dinner, also in planning, another RM100, big amount again.. Scary.. But i really want to have some good memory before graduate because the coursemate of mine are really awesome.. They add in a lot of colour to my student life.. Appreciate so much.. So will try my best to get this done to have a nice ending of student life and new beginning to our future friendship..

Enjoy the every last moment to become a student and prepare for the worst to face the future and pray for the best what going to be..

The day I fail MLC

I really never taught that i cant pass MLC, i really never taught that i'll fail.
I work so hard for about 1 and half months, i ignore my dear, i ignore my housemate, i ignore my coursemate, i almost dun care about everthing beside studying.. I just want to do good.. but why i fail? I really donno y...

But it make me really rethink should i go into this line of working.. Should I? I dun know? This is my second time fail the exam.. MFE, the first time, i cant blame anything because i really didn't prepare well... But why? Why i did my best i still fail?

Am i suitable to be an actuary? It's time for me to think... To really think of what i should do when i graduate.. Have to really think and think and think... Good luck, Neo..

Maybe this is good.. Donno.. But it give me chance to think...

Morning Exersice

5th day of the year... What i had done so far, i think i have done nothing, besides lepaking and watching TVB series.. I can't think of anything that is useful...

But what make me glad is i manage to wake 2 consecutive day in the morning to do some exercise.. Wake up at 6.20 is really tough, but after half an hour of jog and walk it really make me feel happy and energetic..

I'll try my best to continue this habit since i have spent money for a new sport shoes (but i think this is not my main reason, i know i'm slightly obese now, so have to do some sport to maintain healthy). I'll try to keep up this habit at least until i graduate because this is the time that i still able to control my time...

Exercise, exercise, exercise... Yeah!!!