Again In a Big Junction of Life

Never realised that i had working for about 8 months since I graduated. The time was flying, cant even remember what exactly I have done for this pass 8 months. But I am now again in a big junction. Need to make a move again.

Everything that happen are out of my mind, out of my plans. Had decided to work at least 3 years for this company I am at, but the sudden change in management had change my mind, I have to leave, i dun see any my future there.. But where to? Really no idea..

There is a great opportunity in front of me, i guess I had spoil it.. The opportunity was so close, but unluckily I had meet a bad guy that totally spoil it, it make it so complicated. Hopefully the damage control that I had taken works out.

I am not greedy, I just want to claim what I think I worth for. Hope, hope and hope. Hope everything will go fine. Wish the road that I have choose is correct.

Third Anniversary

It's been 3 years since we are together.... Sweet and happy....

Happy anniversary dear......

Random Updates 1

It's been almost 2 months since I started working. It's not a big challenge for me to cope with the working environment as i was there for 7 month previously. Just now the expectation from them are much higher now but so far still doing good there.

Today is my day never caught any jam since started working, i should be very happy energetic but it's like the other way round. I feel dam tired after reach home and no mood to do any other stuff although i need to study as I had register for the CFA which cause around 3500.. I just feel like dont want to do anything today besides watch TV, listen to music and online.. Just I tell myself, rest is just for me to walk longer... haha.. hope this really work, I need to start my study engine again soon.. The time from the exam getting nearer now.. Haha..

Currently, I work just really because for the sake of money, i just really dont know how long I can live with this, the money is less and working hour is long.. Really hope the time can move faster so that I can get the amount that I wanted now.. I also hope that I can get some job satisfaction by doing some great stuff.. I believe I can, i am someone that always can impress others 1..

Hope the day for me to feel comfortable with my life can reach soon.. I wish to earn enough as soon as possible.. I didn't hope too much but at least no need to live like every month finish, sometime not even enough...

But I tell myself the day will be very soon cause I can do it. Be confident and work smart, I can get it done soon.

Finally - I got a Job

It was so long I didn't post something up here...
I am not busy at all, just that I have no mood at all for the pass 2 month. Everyday look into the the job website to search for job... Day by day, i had attended 13 interview and no 1 appreciate my talent....

Maybe I cant give up the actuarial works that I wanted to do since form 5... But finally because no company that wanna me to do that, I choose to give up, choose to go some place that people think that I am suitable for it.. I am sure that I can excel in this place...

The decision had been, so there will no regret for that. What I will do next is really excel in the job that I have now and to be excel in my future career and life.

Good luck to everyone that is still looking for job.. You are not without ability, just that you are lack of luck and opportunity, the time for you to get what you will be soon.

"If you cant get what you want now, the better is waiting for you next."